Sarah

still just seeing if anyone reads this.

well, my myspace is myspace.com/cutabovethewrist

anyone read this or use ther LJ anymore? just wondering. cause i dont

you know what to do, if not, read it.

i finally decided to make my livejournal Friends Only because i dont want random people reading about my life. if you dont have a livejournal, but you read this anyways, make one, i guess. so yeah, i love the banner. frank and my chemical romance rock. :>

-spag(sarah)

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name be	Platinum Ringa
You ride around in a	1964 Chevy Impala
Yo gang	The Mafia
Yo shoes be	Thigh-high go-go boots
Yo dubs be dis big, fool	1,640
How much money you got?	$1.79637126503921e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 68%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

"GOD livejournals are for emo fags who need to spill out all their emotions. i mean their icons are like little fucked up faces crying and making huge puddles... EMO FETUS?!?! see, FAG!"
-dylan, 12/5/04

lol

i love you dylan, but ur going down, bitch.

and just for all you people that keep asking me, xabovethewrist, dose NOT mean that im sxe, and it dose NOT mean it, it has nothing to do with sxe at all. its just short for cutabovethewrist wich is my sn. and that i got in 7th, i dono, i made it yup. so yeah, there you go, im not straightedge.

saterday, i went with my mom x-mas shopping in hillsdale, and i got hella cool presents for everyone :> i jacked some stuff though. and i got this really pretty black and blue dress for kristas birthday party on saterday. yay, im excited. hehe. yeah, i dont remember what else i did yesterday, thats kinda sad, but i know i did somehting else, oh well.

today i took caitlin to saramonte with me, to do more x-mas shopping, and we stole so much shit. it was funny, caitlin didnt even see me take anyhting, haha, i guess im really good at it. i got hella cool stuff though.
after that we went back to my house and just chilled till 6:30 when we went over to her church youth group. it was so much fun, poor jim, all he got were girly presents. i got Road Wars!! i dono, some comp. game. lol. then me, caitlin, ally, and chachi had a good gosspy talk, it was great. yeah, thats it i guess. school tomorrow, woo.

*sigh*

:'(

today at lunch, was like, the worst iv ever felt. i was so fucking depressed. i cant even say why. it just, uhhhh, i hate this. im so fucking pathetic. i wish i could get it out of me. i just was it so bad, but ill never have it. and when i got home, i still felt it. but then i went to the addopt a family thing with my brother, and that took my mind off of it. kayla, riba and amber were there too, it was fun. the little girls were so cute. and then my bro drove me and kayla to the night of lights thing on main street and met thais at kaylas house. much fun. and i met like 59846329 other people there too. like, everyone..almost. i hungout with Cameron, wow, i had not seen him in a year. i missed him so much, he allways entertained me in english and shop last year, then he changed schools. but it was so crazy, i was talking to tyler, and he just walked up and gave me a hug and was like, "omg, do u remember me?!" it was great. it made me very happy, for the momment. but he lives in oc, so he said were gona hangout some time, with like, tyler, tayler, jennie and frankie. sould be cool.

dylan cut his hair, hes even hotter now...

nick also cut his hair, he looks, older, i think, only saw it for like 5 sec. first thing i said to him in 2 months was "its hella short!!" nice...


im so depressed, i cant even cry..i feel so empty.
i hate complaining.
i dono.
i wish things were easyer.
i hate this.
i want it so bad.

i just had a giant break down,i just started freaking out, cause my mom wouldnt stop staring at me, and i told her to stop, and she knows i cant stand it, and i just screamed and like, riped a chunk of hair out, and i screamd at my mom, then fell down crying, then ran outside and punched myself.
sometimes i feel like im losing it. im really starting to scare myself. i wish i was making this up...

what up.

got back fom Lake Tahoe today.

friday, got up hella  early. like, 5:30. then we (me, eric, mom, dad) drove up to davis. then we picked up Kayla and drove to Tahoe. way up there was fun, but kinda sucked cause i was smushed between eric and kayla. but it was not that long of a drive, so it was alright.
we got up there at like 3, and we droped off eric so he could go snowboarding. the rest of us went into town and i, uh..."got"....a bunch of little things. and kayla got ambers birthday presents. then we went to the resort where we were staying and walked around and made friends with people, haha, aweosme times. then we picked up eric and went out to dinner, and  this really hot guy listening to slipknot. nice.
on saterday,  we went into this other town , and got food and more crap. then we went back to the resort and played in the snow, and ate it. yum. then we made t-shirts that say Mountain Buddies on them. haha, there so cool, im gona take pix of it.  then i went iceskating, and kayla took pix. of course out buddy with the pink shirt was there. ben was in the office. haha. ben. the game room sucked, by the way.
after that we went on the only comp. they had for like, 30 min. then we went with my dad and saw National Tresery(sp). pretty good movie.
when we got back, we went into the pool, fucking cold as hell. so we went into the hottub with eric and my mom. and me and eric had a fat ass snowbll fight. cause in the side of the hottub and pool there was snow everywere cause it snowed so much that morning.. it was so fun, eric would go under water, and i would wait till he came back up, and i would nail him with a bunch of snow. it was great, but i got a fat lip and a bunch of bruses on my back, from it, and he got a semi-black eye. aweosme. kayla just watched. haha. i think eric scared her.
then the next day we drove back home, and yeah. it was so much fun.
sux that school is tomorrow.

i havent written in here in like a week, so i need to.

so...friday, i slept ovre at kaylas house, that was great then in the morning, on saterday, we went to san mateo, to some flee market thing. they had a lot of good food. but that crazy guy wasnt there...to bad.

then we went back to her house at 10ish, watched movies till 1230. jean-marie. haha. :> then at 1230 her mom drove us to my house and kayla dyed my hair, and we watched Saved and the lost boys. then at 6 the power went out and she went home. awesome 2 days. i just left a lot out.

on sundy i went with my mom to hillsdale and got a bunch of crap. new ap mag. with MCR on the cover. yay!

tuesday i went to the girls youth meeting with caitlin at dannys church. it was great, nice to just be able to talk and get stuff out. im gona go every week

thing with clay is over, i think.

taryne needs to make up her mind.

rawb called me at 1100 last night and we talked untill 230. it was great. i love him. :>

got up at 1230 this mnorning, have to pack all day.

have to make diner in an hour.

poor riba, i <3 you!!!

i love hangingout and talking to caitlin, she is awesome.

red vs. blue! omg so funny. go watch it.

leaving for lake taho tomorrow morning, then meting kayla up there. gona hangout till sunday. then school monday. yup.

____YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: sarah
[x] also: spag, spaggy, spaggit etc...
[x] sex: Female
[x] my first breath of air: may 25th 1989
[x] status: Single
[x] occupation: School
[x] nationality: Caucasian
[x] best homegirl[s]: emo, kayla, lauren, riba, taryne, etc..

____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory: everytime i go to germany
[x] worst?: summer school 4th grade, when eric fell of his skateboard and almost broke his back/neck
[x] first word uttered: mama
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: molly and sammy

____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: berkeley, pismo beach, santa cruz or somewere in new jersey
[x] future resident of: somewere in cali
[x] wedding: no idea
[x] children: no idea
[x] looking forward to: lake taho for turkey day
[x] NOT looking forward to: school tomorrow

____PLAY____
[x] feeling: happy, thirsty, excited
[x] Listening: green day, redundant
[x] Talking: to my mom
[x] doing: doing this, singing to green day :p
[x] craving: root beer
[x] thinking of: if i have homework
[x] hating: that the days almost over

____LOVE?____
[x] love is: confusing, painful, wonderful, nervious
[x] first love: sergio
[x] current love: dylan
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] best love song: to many
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: yes
[x] when love hurts, you: break things, cry, feel like shit
[x] true or false - all you need is love: false
[x] have you ever been in love?: yeah
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: i guess..

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: hair, smile, arms, eyes
[x] turn offs: depends...
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: no
[x] what kinda hair style?: depends
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: public offection
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: everywere
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: sure

____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: Cat
[x] short or long hair: short
[x] innie or outie: Innie
[x] sunshine or rain: Rain
[x] moon or sun: Moon
[x] basketball or football: Basketball
[x] righty or lefty: Righty
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] bf/gf or best friend: Best friend
[x] tv or radio: Tv
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: Jamba Juice
[x] mc donalds or burger king: ew
[x] summer or winter: fall
[x] written letters or e-mails: Written letters
[x] playstation or nintendo: Nintendo
[x] disney or nickelodeon: nickelodeon
[x] car or motorcycle: motorcycle
[x] house party or club: House party!!
[x] sing or dance: Sing
[x] freak or slow dance: Slow dance
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: Aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: Google

____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: Yeah
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: dont remember...
[x] what are you scared of?: depth, spiders, heights, alians
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: forget..
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: big one
[x] do you like tomatoes?: yesssss
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 4
[x] how many phones? 6 or 7
[x] how many residents?: 5 (me, eric, mom, dad, chuncky(cat))
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: way to many to count
[x] last dentist visit: ...5 days ago
[x] last doctor visit: about a month ago
[x] last phone call: last night

happy birthday Taryne!!! <3<3
yay, i love you!!!

(emo dont kill me)
"You got me burning both ways
ima explode!"

yeah, what up.
today was pretty cool.
at lunch caitlin hungout with us, yay, it was great. "krista is gona have an orange overdose!"
it was a half day, but i had to go to the dentist after school, not cool.
called malia when i got home, she is one of the coolet/nicet girls i know. we migh hangout fter thanksgiving break, cause she lives in bellmont. saweet.

looks like mr. wifebeater's got a new girlfriend everyweek, huh?

haha

whatever little sneech

i hate emotions, hate them

i'm fucking dramatic? stupid?

wow, thanks buddy.

i guess you do talk behind everyones back.

nice.

he cant leave me.....


:'(

new house phone #

16502921153

hella tight

been sick since tuesday..hella sux

couldnt do anything today, just sat and watched movies (mean girls, garfield, eurotrip and clifford) all day...so fucking boring.

saw the incredables last night. funny.

show tomorrow.